The BLONDE one

xjewelsx @ 2003-06-12T12:39:00

2003-06-12T19:44:06Z

I HAVE A NEW JOURNAL......

buymecorndogs

It's jemima's old one that she so graciously gave to me, because my name now makes me look like i'm staright edge...which was never the case haha

I'M MAKING IT FRIENDS ONLY SO IF I DONT HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND AND AND YOU THINK IM COOL OR SOMETHING? lET ME KNOW, AND YOU SHALL BE ADDED.

ONCE AGIAN....ADD buymecorndogs

xjewelsx @ 2003-06-06T21:32:00

2003-06-07T04:35:25Z

people are saying they passed there oral
haha

So yes, i also did...ORAL

I'm going to Jo mama's COCKtail party...i look like a 50's girl.

ballzach!

xjewelsx @ 2003-06-04T22:37:00

2003-06-05T05:45:37Z

Needy Needy Needy

Feeling sorry for myself is the cool thing to do.

Wanting to run away. My life isn't that bad at all, but something is making me want to be anywhere but here. Wanting to feel free, maybe even alone or scared, unsure. Sometimes i think thats more living then im doing here.

I dont know what has come over me, but i have been becoming so sad lately. Like it was before.

I really want everyone to be happy, so i dont know why im adding to the "emo-ness" by posting this...........

xjewelsx @ 2003-06-02T15:37:00

2003-06-02T22:53:25Z

*Looking down at my shoe*
Such a fucking idiot..im sorry, but your narcissism and stupidity really make me smile:)ahh yes.

I have Chena working for me tonight, but now i have to work all Sat and Sat night..damn the man.
Oh well its my fault i have to leave my senior project to the last ...um two days..haha. Oh well, it will be fine..and im an excellent B.S. presenter. THANK YOU Art School.

I feel like complete shit today, im not sure why..thinking to much about un-answered questions, and all of my un-planned plans. Its up to me to turn my attitude around, so i'll stop complaning.

Dear lordy, I love you!! But we have some talking to do :/ Only because i love you so..

Have I ever told you How good it feels to hold you
It isn't easy to explain

And though I'm really trying I think I may stop crying
My heart can't wait another day When you kiss me I just gotta
Kiss me I just gotta Kiss me I just gotta say

Baby I love you C'mon baby
Baby I love you Ooh-wee-ooh baby
Baby I love I love only you

I can't live without you I love everything about you
I can't help it if I feel this way

Oh, I'm so glad I found you I want my arms around you
I love to hear you call my name Oh, tell me that ya feel
Tell me that ya feel Tell me that ya feel the same

Baby I love you C'mon baby
Baby I love you Ooh-wee-ooh baby
Baby I love I love only you

Oh, I'm so glad I found you I want my arms around you
I love to hear you call my name Oh, tell me that ya feel
Tell me that ya feel Tell me that ya feel the same

Holy Moses.

UPDATE

2003-05-29T06:24:07Z

I HAVE HAIRY LEGS....

PANAMAAAAA!!!!

2003-05-28T23:38:09Z

SAM is spent...haha

I'm feeding the turtle cause Sam is being lame and sleeping.

I got in a car accident...ya, that was fun.
And so i shall never drive agian, the only way i can see people is to ride my bike, and i still get in trouble for that.

God, do i love my life.

I'm going to go hump Sam till he wakes up....

Blah

xjewelsx @ 2003-05-22T13:12:00

2003-05-22T20:14:33Z

I LOVE when my parents leave!!

I feel so relived. Even if i get the house to myself for a second...i love it.
They are at the beach tonight, and right now i grabbed the only beer in the recovering alcoholic house of ours..loud music, beer, and chips. I'M A MAN. Camping with Skyview seniors tonight...should be interesting. Then senior skip day tomorrow...and tuesday haha
Well, and today :) Nothings wrong with a little senioritis!!

I am a happy girl.
I miss my boyfriend, and want to play.
He gives me all the love in the world....:)

And that is all

xjewelsx @ 2003-05-07T14:56:00

2003-05-07T21:59:16Z

"I would like a nice mind altering substance, preferably something that would make my un-born children grow gills."
-Party_Girl....good times

I'm bored

This is for LIZ

2003-05-07T06:36:39Z

Some people just have scars...

xjewelsx @ 2003-04-29T23:54:00

2003-04-30T06:55:34Z

Damn you Ben Folds...

Cum on just Do IT!

2003-04-25T06:12:12Z

1. when and how did we meet:
2. have you ever seen me with my shirt off:
3. have you ever seen me cry:
4. describe me:
5. if we could spend a day together what would we do:
6. have we ever gotten in a fight:
7. if you could give me a present what would it be:
8. would you hug me:
9. what do you really think of me:
10. have we ever kissed:
11. has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
12. wanna makeout:
13. name Many things you dont like about me:

xjewelsx @ 2003-03-25T13:38:00

2003-03-25T21:43:00Z

You make me want to make love to a school boy. haa

Perfection really can come from an imperfect situation.

You are mine, and i am yours.

Silly boy what did you do to me? I'm giddy over you.

Lordy....: )

2003-03-15T00:46:57Z

Your beautiful, you make me feel so incredibly special. I'm in disbelief from your written words. I read about this girl like it was somebody else. I cant belive that somebody would take the simple things we do and turn it into such beautiful words, it makes me believe its more then that.

We've gone to deep, you've fallen to fast.
Sweethearts with an unknown outcome. Hold on to your tears, all hold your hand. Nothing is lost, your breath will always be synchronized to mine.

Dreading my evening

2003-03-13T21:06:14Z

i see - the world through my eyes
i find - myself in the wrong situations
i want - everything to be ok
i have - to much
i wish - i was a better person
i hate - alot
i miss - love, and friends
i fear - for it to end in shit
i feel - anxious, unsure
i hear - music
i smell - vanilla
i crave - sex, drugs and rock&roll
i search - to be complete
i wonder - why i do this to myself and others
i long - for my dreams to come true
i care - about everyones happiness
i always - think
i am not - an idiot
i believe - in true friendships
i cringe - when i am annoyed with things
i dance - to life
i sing - when im alone, or being crazy
i cry - when i realize what ive done wrong, or dont know
i hurt - you
i do not always - know what i want
i succeed - my small acomplishments
i fail - everyday
i fight - emotions
i write - whatever thoughts make sense and come out of my jumbled mind
i give - what i can
i won - .....
i lose - what i learn from
i never - eat babies
i confuse - my self and world
i listen - the toughts of others
i can usually be found - in my own world
i am scared - of hurting, of hurting other, pain
i hope - for the best
i expect - honesty and respect
i need - simple things friends, music. Still discovering the rest.

lover i dont have to love

2003-03-12T23:20:15Z

I picked you out Of a crowd to talk to you Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you? So it's up the stairs And out of view
No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time
Well it's two o'clock Yeah the club is closed we're up the block
Your hands on me Pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know Who else may have been here before
I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's to sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said he'd meet us here but I'm not sure
I got the money if you got the time He said it feels good I said I'll give it a try
Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers They just play tragic
Now the phone's ringing And the band's leaving Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you You write such pretty words
But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt Do you like to hurt? 'Cause I do I do I do This didn't hurt me
Didn't hurt me Oh this hurt me

-BRIGHT EYES

xjewelsx @ 2003-03-12T14:57:00

2003-03-12T22:58:49Z

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Blonde fucking weirdo. Eats alot...enjoys time with friends. Do i still have to write about myself???
Strengths: Perceptive, outgoing, knows who the idiots are and distances herself. Easily entertained.
Weaknesses: Whining, cant stand conflict, selfish-ness, cigarettes, food, undecicive
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xjewelsx @ 2003-03-11T15:35:00

2003-03-11T23:35:16Z

ummmm bop!!?

Hello my name is Simon, would you like to see my drawarings

2003-02-28T08:23:58Z

Um so its friday in 5 min....very excited about that becides the fact that im grounded and have to work..but..its friday and that always makes me a happy girl.
I have been the lazy piece of shit this week, going to school late...very late. I need to get my work done sometime this weekend, and read like 80 thousand million chapters of my book!

I might possibly get visted at work tomorrow by Sam a lama ding dong?
always good.

I think im going to add "kill myself" to the "the do list" at work and see if my boss notices...and check it off..humm yes.

I got quite the random call today..yes yes i did

I want to play with my friends on Sat...pimp out sam....watch the glorious show....and play some more. Even though I have to cum home sat...fuck a shucka pooh?

I need a good rub down...

I got a fantastic BLONDIE poster today...i enjoy it..

I want to get my tattoo! And im thinking about the belly thing cause i remembered theres others becides the long dangling thingys, Chena gots her self a baby ring today..."its pretty and pink" i want it now.

Damn my birthday not being....um....tomorrow.

I need sleep

Empire of the Records

2003-02-20T21:37:25Z

Joe: "I want you to hold these against your chest, stand against the wall, and they're gonna take a photograph of you."
Warren: "Why dont you go shove them up your ass?
Lucas: "Because it would hurt a lot, Warren."

ahhh...yes

I stayed home today..again...
I have to work at 4 fun fun fun!

xjewelsx @ 2003-02-19T12:24:00

2003-02-19T20:27:59Z

DEAR LORD.....

"Heal the World" Micheal Jackson....heal the world...haha

Love each other, support each other.

Yes, everything is going to be ok.

I stayed home today, im a sicky

And...

Music is beautiful, its my air.

the end

ya baby

2003-02-19T05:08:13Z

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This is Julia and Brianna broadcasting live

2003-02-18T02:43:18Z

so julia halley and brianna are in a band. we call it the shitty hot girl band. we all play acoustic guitars with the occasional recorder solo. some times julia will play the triangle for that extra pizzaz. dont underestimate julias triangle talent. for she does amaze and astounish. halley occasionally adds the extra queef here and there. and brianna... well she likes to pretend to sing out of her nose. we like to sport mullets and wear bras underwear and striped tube socks. we are neat. if you would like to book us for a show please call. you know the numbers. we are available most anytime for me have no life and are just starting on the road to success. we hope to attract roadies with large peepees. we may be shitty but were damn hot.

xjewelsx @ 2003-02-16T13:55:00

2003-02-16T22:07:45Z

I'm back to my confusing feelings about everything

I dont even know how to act anymore and in the process i seem to be hurting everyone. Its like i unconciously do this...
To push people away?
To hurt my self?
To do whats completly the opposite of what would be right for me.
I feel like im living in a dream and nothing is real i just move on from one way of living to another i keep changing so often in little ways because i crave change so much.

Last night was me being a horrible bad friend...
refreshing, numb, content, beautiful, empty, incomplete.

I miss love, i cant seem to find it again.

everythings ok.

Deep Thoughts by Jack Handey

2003-02-13T07:40:21Z

*When I saw the old bum pushing his grocery cart down the street, at first I felt sorry for him. But then when I saw what was in his cart I thought, Well, no wonder you're a bum, look at the dumb things you bought.

*If you're robbing a bank, and your pants suddenly fall down, I think it's okay to laugh, and to let the hostages laugh too, because some on, life is funny.

*When we would go for a drive in the family car, I used to love to stick my head out the window, until one time we passed an oncoming car and my head knocked off a dog's head.

*One good thing about hell, at least, is you can probably pee wherever you want to.

Jack Handey makes life wonderful.....

xjewelsx @ 2003-01-26T23:50:00

2003-01-27T07:51:45Z

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